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Holiday and Me Being an Utter Mess X/
2 min read
Yeah.. I've been all over the place, trying to fix things, sort myself out and revise for my damn GSCEs... Wonderful -__-
I'm just rather bored and dissatisfied with what I do and such. I have no idea why and it bothers me. I do have a dear friend that I can go to but it's, I don't know, feels un-comforting and dissatisfying to me. This maybe be because of the stress but I also witnessed one of my teacher's deaths, it happened right in front of me. I thought I wouldn't be so... Effected, I didn't really know him and I thought I was over it, kinda okai, I processed it now I won't think about it and I'll carry on but no. Everything seems off and wrong, whatever I do is not for filling or I have the lack of motivation to do something which leads me to feel unhappy with myself as I know I am lazy and wish to do something about it, yet I still sit here. An emotional wreck. I get this sometimes and I'll walk to clear my head but it's never been this bad. I can't go for a walk now as it's 1 in the morning but I want to. I'm also at my dad's meaning I don't know this village this well and he would bother me about it if I went for a walk rather than my mum saying okai and me have a nice walk through a comforting and familiar area... I really don't know what to do. I'm such a damn mess.
I'm just rather bored and dissatisfied with what I do and such. I have no idea why and it bothers me. I do have a dear friend that I can go to but it's, I don't know, feels un-comforting and dissatisfying to me. This maybe be because of the stress but I also witnessed one of my teacher's deaths, it happened right in front of me. I thought I wouldn't be so... Effected, I didn't really know him and I thought I was over it, kinda okai, I processed it now I won't think about it and I'll carry on but no. Everything seems off and wrong, whatever I do is not for filling or I have the lack of motivation to do something which leads me to feel unhappy with myself as I know I am lazy and wish to do something about it, yet I still sit here. An emotional wreck. I get this sometimes and I'll walk to clear my head but it's never been this bad. I can't go for a walk now as it's 1 in the morning but I want to. I'm also at my dad's meaning I don't know this village this well and he would bother me about it if I went for a walk rather than my mum saying okai and me have a nice walk through a comforting and familiar area... I really don't know what to do. I'm such a damn mess.
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New Year, anything to accomplish??
1 min read
That's the end of 2014 (well pretty much) and I'm ending this year feeling pretty empty. Nothing that I feel was so memorable or amazing to stick out. My grades have worsened as I come to the end of my education because of crappy teachers passing my dyslexia, yeah thanks guys by the way!! For the next year I hope to get something accomplished and help others out far more. Goodnight 2014, Good morning 2015.
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School Arty things.... Help!!
1 min read
Sorry about putting absolutely nothing on just kinda spamming my favorites and Happy Birthdays :/. I've been rather busy and upset to do much but I do have a suggestion, I currently do GCSE Fine Art so I have a couple of pieces (but I'm not saying they're are great) would you like to see some stuff or would that be cheating?? I don't know but please tell me what you think because it would put some more stuff on here and it is different from the current crap I have on here X) But yeah please tell me and I will be more then happy to put it on
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Tagged in something X3
6 min read
I was tagged by the lovely AnonymousMyself thank you CX
This is the first time I've been tagged in anything XB
Mission Briefing...
1) You must legitimately tag 10 people - no tag backs!
2) You must answer the 10 questions given to you by your tagger and give 10 different questions to the people you tag.
3) You must share 10 things about yourself.
4) You must post the rules
5) Have fun!
Personal File
1) I went to go see GOTG again yesterday and sang along to all the songs XD
2) I've re-watching Supernatural for the 4th time
3) I want to write fan fics but suck when it comes to getting the character right :L
4) I am one lazy sucker XP
5) I love reaing but I have piles upon piles of books to read still
6) Next year I'll be taking my exams and I'm terrifiyed
7) I drink tea at least 6 times a day
8) I'm kind of obbessed with Chris Evans XB
9) I'm so hyped about Avengers: Age of Ultorn that I might be going to the Premirer in London, you know screaming manicly at the barriers XD
10) I believe that there could still be a zombie apocolypse at some time in the future
Mission Report
1. If it was your last day alive, what would you do..?
Wake up early so I could fit everything in, I would get my close friends together and have a trip somewhere, anywhere and spend my time with them talking about everything and nothing
2. I'm gonna be a copycat and ask Sarah's question, because it was a good one(deal with it~): If there were 8 days in a week, what would the eighth day be called?
I don't know, erm Semday, cause of the Ss in Saturday and Sunday, and it would a weekend, hellz yeah 3 day weekend!!
3. If you had a power of changing in one animal, what would it be..?
Wolf, freaking love wolves, super fast, great hearing, exellent smell. FREAKING WOLVES MAN!!
4. How would you react if you discowered your parents were superheroes and didn't tell you about it?
In all honesty confused because they are the least likely people to be superheros so. Yeah confused but also excited
5. Predicament: The electricity and all technology on the Earth somehow dissapeared or got destroyed. There aren't any more working machines and to make it worse - our planet is under aliens' dominion. What do you do to retrieve Earth from aliens' hands..?
Learn to fight and take over, but I'd probably get killed in the prosses so yeah.... But I would get a team together and we would do everything we could.
6. Do you believe in God or maye something other?
No I don't, I don't have the faith to believe in God and I haven't had anything that effected me in such a way to think of him.
7. Have you ever tried shawarma..?
No but I really want to XD
8. Cake or cookie..?
BOTH!! ALL OF THEM!!
9. What would happen if one of your friends made him/her look like slenderman and stood behind you in the forest when you would turn around? (I had experienced this O.O)
Run.MUTHERFUCKING.RUN!!
10. If you were all alone in the room with your favourite caracter from any movie you like most, what would you two do..?
WHY ONE?!?! Okay admitedly I have a few anwsers for different characters so prepare *clears thorats*:
Chekov (rebooted) I would ask him about his life in Russia and ask to learn cute little frazes and we would kiss because he's hella cute!! X3 (Star Trek)
Steve: Watch all the movies and TV series that he missed and explain everything while cuddling and eating popcorn (Avengers/ Captain America)
Dean: Hunt with Team Free Will and learn about hunting law (Superntural)
Clint: Learn how to shoot a bow (Avengers)
Peter (rebooted): Skateboard (The Amazing Spider-man)
Benny: Mouthwater of his accent and bake (Superntural)
Ned: Bake hella lot of pies (Pushing Daisies)
Marius: Randomly brust into song (Les Mis)
Andy: Listen to his band and fire marshmallow at each other with the marshmallow guns XD (Parks and Recs)
Follow-up Mission – Crack Team Required
1) You are aloud to spend a week with your favorite celeb, who is it and what would you do??
2) What series would you reboot or continue what would it be??
3) Where would you like to go travel within your life time??
4) What's your dream job??
5) What fantasy world would you live in??
6) What spin off movie/sequeal/prequeal would you love to see??
7) What fantasy animal would you keep as a pet??
8) What is the most underated movie that needs the etention in your opinion??
9) What is your most listened to album??
10) What weapon would you use in a zombie apocolypse??
Selected Crack Team:
LadyofEyes
SweetMikosuKai
AlexxAmnesiaa
Nickyparsonavenger
armourshutter
Redhead-K
ShaniceTJN
SophiaofTerra
ClaraGryffon
crymeouts
Sorry about the last question and sorry about the people I tagged because I don't know many people XD XB
This is the first time I've been tagged in anything XB
Mission Briefing...
1) You must legitimately tag 10 people - no tag backs!
2) You must answer the 10 questions given to you by your tagger and give 10 different questions to the people you tag.
3) You must share 10 things about yourself.
4) You must post the rules
5) Have fun!
Personal File
1) I went to go see GOTG again yesterday and sang along to all the songs XD
2) I've re-watching Supernatural for the 4th time
3) I want to write fan fics but suck when it comes to getting the character right :L
4) I am one lazy sucker XP
5) I love reaing but I have piles upon piles of books to read still
6) Next year I'll be taking my exams and I'm terrifiyed
7) I drink tea at least 6 times a day
8) I'm kind of obbessed with Chris Evans XB
9) I'm so hyped about Avengers: Age of Ultorn that I might be going to the Premirer in London, you know screaming manicly at the barriers XD
10) I believe that there could still be a zombie apocolypse at some time in the future
Mission Report
1. If it was your last day alive, what would you do..?
Wake up early so I could fit everything in, I would get my close friends together and have a trip somewhere, anywhere and spend my time with them talking about everything and nothing
2. I'm gonna be a copycat and ask Sarah's question, because it was a good one(deal with it~): If there were 8 days in a week, what would the eighth day be called?
I don't know, erm Semday, cause of the Ss in Saturday and Sunday, and it would a weekend, hellz yeah 3 day weekend!!
3. If you had a power of changing in one animal, what would it be..?
Wolf, freaking love wolves, super fast, great hearing, exellent smell. FREAKING WOLVES MAN!!
4. How would you react if you discowered your parents were superheroes and didn't tell you about it?
In all honesty confused because they are the least likely people to be superheros so. Yeah confused but also excited
5. Predicament: The electricity and all technology on the Earth somehow dissapeared or got destroyed. There aren't any more working machines and to make it worse - our planet is under aliens' dominion. What do you do to retrieve Earth from aliens' hands..?
Learn to fight and take over, but I'd probably get killed in the prosses so yeah.... But I would get a team together and we would do everything we could.
6. Do you believe in God or maye something other?
No I don't, I don't have the faith to believe in God and I haven't had anything that effected me in such a way to think of him.
7. Have you ever tried shawarma..?
No but I really want to XD
8. Cake or cookie..?
BOTH!! ALL OF THEM!!
9. What would happen if one of your friends made him/her look like slenderman and stood behind you in the forest when you would turn around? (I had experienced this O.O)
Run.MUTHERFUCKING.RUN!!
10. If you were all alone in the room with your favourite caracter from any movie you like most, what would you two do..?
WHY ONE?!?! Okay admitedly I have a few anwsers for different characters so prepare *clears thorats*:
Chekov (rebooted) I would ask him about his life in Russia and ask to learn cute little frazes and we would kiss because he's hella cute!! X3 (Star Trek)
Steve: Watch all the movies and TV series that he missed and explain everything while cuddling and eating popcorn (Avengers/ Captain America)
Dean: Hunt with Team Free Will and learn about hunting law (Superntural)
Clint: Learn how to shoot a bow (Avengers)
Peter (rebooted): Skateboard (The Amazing Spider-man)
Benny: Mouthwater of his accent and bake (Superntural)
Ned: Bake hella lot of pies (Pushing Daisies)
Marius: Randomly brust into song (Les Mis)
Andy: Listen to his band and fire marshmallow at each other with the marshmallow guns XD (Parks and Recs)
Follow-up Mission – Crack Team Required
1) You are aloud to spend a week with your favorite celeb, who is it and what would you do??
2) What series would you reboot or continue what would it be??
3) Where would you like to go travel within your life time??
4) What's your dream job??
5) What fantasy world would you live in??
6) What spin off movie/sequeal/prequeal would you love to see??
7) What fantasy animal would you keep as a pet??
8) What is the most underated movie that needs the etention in your opinion??
9) What is your most listened to album??
10) What weapon would you use in a zombie apocolypse??
Selected Crack Team:
LadyofEyes
SweetMikosuKai
AlexxAmnesiaa
Nickyparsonavenger
armourshutter
Redhead-K
ShaniceTJN
SophiaofTerra
ClaraGryffon
crymeouts
Sorry about the last question and sorry about the people I tagged because I don't know many people XD XB
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